you would make the prettiest of brides (oh baby i got you workin got you workin from the nine to five) you would make the prettiest rape victim (oh baby i got you workin got you workin from the nine to five) god damn i hope i overdose your mouth is open and better suits a bottle opener than to talk my pathetic fucking ears off i'd jab an ice pick in my eardrums if i could someday regain my hearing i envision (more more more) snapping your neck (more more more) tilt back your head and fucking take it milligram count, you've gone to far diagnosis, finally gone(Don't read if you find 'fuck' irritating)
Red eyes, sleepy head, dying brain, crammed lungs, missing heart.
I felt really fucked inside out today, since morning when the mother.. (shan't continue or I'll really start to crack) Walked to school with Zack and Aaron as usual. And as usual, I'm always blur in the morning because I just want to fucking sleep at home and not go to school anymore. What if there's no such things as money, what if there's no such things as school. Okay, I'm blabbering nonsense here so I guess it's better that I shut up. Internet is super laggy, and it makes me super frustrated and MSN is also being a bitch so it makes me super duper frustrated.
Anyway, I was really looking forward to after school because I get to see Asla darling, and Nat! :D Happy happy. But PMS just had to come and take over my body so again, I felt more than f. It's so stupid how my mood can be all over the place. One minute I'll be laughing for no reason, and the other I'll be as quiet as a sheep and then I'll just stare at you, and and.. :X Forget it, I just need a shoulder right now. Someone, lend me please.
So yes, went to support Tim at esplanade library, he was playing and singing. It was alright :) Saw Farhan, Ritzuan and Kenneth, all were good. Hope we could all hang out soon after the bloody O's. Fuck, my feet is aching, and so are my eyes. You know what, I need to learn more malay words and speak them or else I won't know I got scolded as a princess who crossed in between the two other malays. I'm not being racist here la okay. Sorry to the three malays if you got offended by my walking in between you guys because I got blocked by something in front of me okay. Okay. I haven't developed my photos and I want to. Hope the next time we meet, Nat and Ilyas could go. I love Nat's cameraaaaaaa :(
It's 11:52pm and I bluffed my mom I had dinner already when I didn't. I need food. I can't stand how the guy with tattoo was staring at me on the train. I felt like I was a freak. AHHH SHUT UP ALY. Stupid MSN, knnbccb.
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